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I'm not Okay

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For as long as I can remember I’ve always had this void in my life,  It’s this empty feeling deep deep inside of you, that you can’t quite shake - no matter how hard you try. It sort of consumes and eats away at you,  You’ll have great happy moments and just when you thought everything was fine - surprise!  The feeling always comes back, it’s just a matter of time.  The constant frustration to fill this void, something to ease the pain. What’s the cause? Nobody knows, Yet you feel the same sad emptiness every single day It leaves me feeling so empty and down  like I’m missing something somehow something that’s a big part of me and once I have it, I’ll be happy I just need that one thing, this missing key, and when I get my hands on it, I’ll be complete. I’ve tried everything - friends, education, material stuff, but no matter how hard I try, it never seems to be enough, It sucks, and I know people will say that you just need to be positive, or the solution to all o

Assumption

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as·sump·tion əˈsəm(p)SH(ə)n/ noun a thing that is accepted as true or as certain to happen, without proof. Just like the definition, the thing that is accepted as true; without proof the thing that was made by seeing the facts from one point of view the thing that made you thought you knew, yet (sometimes) you didn't (at all) When you started to questioning yourself When you started to worried about what people might think When you started to feel what you may (not) supposed to feel When you started to think what you may (not) supposed to think Is it just a good guy doing a bad thing; bad choices? or after all this time he really is a bad guy doing a good thing? if he really is a good guy, should we forget all the good things he's done just because he made one bad call? if he really is a bad guy, should we forget the facts that he's done some good things? What if this thing is happening to us? Will we even forgive ourselves; fo