MissDerpDark

Here I am.. Writing while it's raining outside... So, Next week I will do the mid term test of 5th semester. And on April next year I will do the National Exam I know. It's kinda sucks when you only can enjoy the high school atmosphere on 2 years only. But take the positive, you'll spent your teenage time on college! Yeay>.< If only I can skip the National Exam shit, last term test crap and continue when I'm already on the college........ haha stupid dream eh :/ But until now, I can't really decided which subject I will choose It's really confusing because I don't really know what I wanna be. Actually I know. But, it's so can't-happen-to-a-girl-like-me job And everyone will laugh and mock at me when I told them what it is (maybe you too) I wanna be an agent (Not LPG or  pulsa one). Yap. I like the job that will trigger(?) my adrenalin. I don't like the office job. It's so classy... I like the field job. (and everyone

Hi! Been a long time no posting rite? hehe Sorry. I was kinda busy last week. Homework, test, novels, movies.. Yap. 2 days ago I was doing a field trip with my beloved high school, SMAN 6 Bogor. We were going to University of Indonesia, University of Padjajaran, and Trans Studio Bandung >.< Yes. I know the last part seems not fit to be called a field trip. lol And you know what sucks? We were having a little accident, so we have to changed the bus. And the second one is worse that the first. hufttt When I was in Trans Studio, I played the V ertigo and Giant Swing 3 times (Google it if you don't know it). It sounds crazy I know. But if you already get used to it. It became not that scary anymore I guess... (the third I played Giant Swing, I go with all the accelerations. And we had a deal that if we screamed we must bought the other a drink which is the drink is expensive there. And boom. We all did it. We did no scream :)) and the people who was waiting on t

Yeaaay finally! Remember What I Want  post? In that post, I put some pic from Tumblr that I really want to have. Yes. I know. Pics on tumblr are so everybody-want-able Dan Yay>.< Setelah menunggu dari tahun 2011 Gueeeeeeeeeeee akhirnya punya salah satu sweater itu! #atsik Tjie Shilla #AnakTumblrBanget

"First, you think the worst is a broken heart What's gonna kill you is the second part And the third, Is when your world splits down the middle And fourth, you're gonna think that you fixed yourself Fifth, you see them out with someone else And the sixth, is when you admit you may have fucked up a little" *Poker Face*

Hari ini, 26 Oktober 2013 Gue secara de facto  udah jadi kelas 12 Karna hari ini baru aja beres UKK YEAAAAAAAAAAAAYYY! But.. As usual Gak ada euphoria  sama sekali. Gak ganti temen Gak ganti tempat duduk Gak ganti guru. #YaMauGimanaLagiSik #TerimaAjaDeh Terus tadi, Berhubung pulang cepet gue dan nadyn mutusin pergi ke Gramedia Pondok Cina berhubung Gramedia disana (katanya) lengkap berhubung ongkosnya cuman 2500 berhubung bisa sekalian naik kereta Terus, Pas udah dapet apa yang kita pengen beli Pas di stasiun kita hampir banget mati. Udah se close close nya to death . We were 5 cm closer to our death... Lo pasti taukan itu apa? Iya. Itu garis pembatas yang biasanya ada di stasiun-stasiun Kita gak boleh berdiri/jalan/lari/tengkurep/tiduran disana Soalnya (konon) yang berdiri disana pas kereta lewat, bakal terbang karna kecepatan kereta dan bahaya juga sik bisa kena keretanya. Dan kita tadi memberanikan diri buat 5 cm deket-deket sama kemati

Should I give you a congratulation? SELAMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT. HAVE FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUN. ATI ATI YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA MUACCCCCCCCH. f*ck you man. just f*ck you.

Well, At least now I know; the truth. As much as I hate the last seen on Whatsapp, I really am thankful for its existence.

So, I was scrolling on my Soundcloud timeline about 3 weeks ago, more or less. I played one of the Soundcloud, it was called "Beautiful Goodbye - *** cover" (If I'm not mistaken) I never heard that song before. His voice was so.. UGH. After I played that cover, that song stuck on my mind (like you know? When you hear an annoying song (but in this case it's not) or word, it will stuck and play on your mind like that song/word is haunting you for no reason.....) I don't know why, Maybe because of the lyrics. Fyi, the lyrics is about the man who felt sorry about his broke up with his gf. And he remember the night when he first met her, how he felt in love that night and stuff. Anyway, here's the lyrics. I count the ways I let you down On my fingers and toes but I'm running out Clever words can't help me now I grip you tight but you're slipping out And I remember your eyes were so bright When I first met you, so in love that night

That's funny. When "My life has changed since I met him" word is actually exist. and the  unexpected  one is actually (might) the one. That's funny. When you can remember every details. Every  little things . When you didn't even meant to. Some said that was stupid. Some said that was sweet thing to did. That's funny. When suddenly your music player play a music. A music that remind you of something (someone in my case) and suddenly; your tears come down; blushing; smiling. and you have no idea why. Duh. Those are funny, aren't they?

Well, Hae. Been a long time eh. I'm just gonna tell you that I want to active in blogging again. (which is no bodies gonna care. But whatever) Wondering why? Well.. I just watched kinda a TV show and it showed some Journalists. The pros. They were telling us about why ' journalist' . And after that, I was thinking; What if being a Journalist is my passion. The real one. So, if it is, Why don't I start it with writing on my own blog? And of course. My posts will be (more) "interesting" (I guess)  Love,                    p.s: I just changed my profile pict. And why I choose that one? I just wanna show you my unexpected-weird-chubby-cute-wink face. xixi