I Already Had A Choice

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I had a choice,

At the very beginning
I already had a choice
Whether to end it all
or see where it lead

At the very beginning
I already had a choice
Whether let myself drown over the exact thing that I've been through
or just let it go

At the very beginning
I already had a choice
Whether to believe my guts
or just simply have a little faith

Towards thing that I knew was a problem in the first place
Towards thing that I thought I knew inside out
Towards thing that I thought is certain

At the very beginning
I already had a choice
and I chose wrong. I admit
Admitting is the first step of forgiving, at least

Now, I choose to be happy.






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