Till Yesterday

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December 2020,

We met

You were once the best thing happened to me that year

You were the light in my dark days

You gave me something I never felt before

Those things remains there, till yesterday


February 2021,

I made a mistake

We decided to break for a while

You were still the light in my dark days

You still gave me something I never felt before

Those things remains there, till yesterday


March 2021,

You decided to give us another chance 

"I'm arrived at your lobby" -the first message after we break. 

You brought the light in my dark days

You gave me something I never felt before

Those things remains there, till yesterday


You,

The one who I thought would be my forever

The one who I thought would never hurt me in purpose

The one who I thought would always tell me the truth

The one who I always defend in front of my family and friends

The one who always in my mind day and night

The one who always be there on my darkest day

The one who never forgets to say "I love you" before bed


June 2022,

Turns out you're just a liar

Hiding in the name of love


Oh baby, 

You don't hurt the people you love

You don't lie to the people you love


If I've known, I would never agreed to meet

If I've known, I would never move to another city just to be close to you

If I've known, I would never mention your name to my family and friends

If I've known, I would never let you love me in the first place

If I've known, I would never love you in the first place


So fuck you for making me believe all those words

So fuck you for making me love you

So fuck you for loving me

So fuck you for betraying the people who loves you genuinely 

So fuck all your family and so-called-best-friends who knows your secret and decided to not say a thing



You were once the best thing happened to me

You were the light in my dark days

You gave me something I never felt before

Those things remains there, till yesterday




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