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Toothbrush to the Bicycle Tire by Sarah Kay

They told me that I was meant for the cleaner life that you would drag me through the mud They said that you would tread all over me that they could see right through you that you were full of hot air that I would always be chasing Always watching you disappear after sleeker models that would be a vicious cycle But I know better. I know about your rough edges and I have seen your perfect curves I will fit into whatever space you’ll let me If loving you meant getting dirty, bring on the grime I will leave this porcelain hole behind I’m used to twice a day relationships  but with you I’d take all the time And I know we live in different worlds and we’re always really busy but in my dreams you spin around me so fast I always wake up dizzy So maybe one day you’ll grow tired of the road and roll on back to me and when I blink my eyes into one morning your smile will be the only one I see

Storm

The crinkle by your eyes The dimple as you smile The peace within your laugh Things I thought was my home Place where I find peace Turns to be the calm before the storm Now I'm left alone Facing the storm coming in Yet, two hands is all I got I need yours, too

Hujan

Selalu ada cerita Di balik senjata utama kota Bogor ini Entah tentang kamu yang ngotot untuk berteduh Atau dia, yang ingin menikmati berkah Tuhan bersama Lucu memang, Hal sesederhana memakai jas hujan ponco yang sebenarnya hal biasa jika di lakukan bersama orang lain Tetapi, tidak saat itu Seolah jas hujan menjadi saksi bisu Bahwa rasa bahagia nyata adanya Aneh memang, Ketika rasa rindu dan sedih datang bersama Rindu Mencium wangi yang khas Saat kau melakukan stunt man bodoh mu Lalu, di sadarkan Bahwa rasa ini hanya sementara Dan hujan, Tak pernah terasa sama lagi

Konsep

Aku senang berlari Kamu senang menggunakan kereta Kadang, lelah menghampiri Jangan lupa berhenti, istirahat Tapi aku yakin, kita sedang sama-sama jalan jika bertemu, jangan lupa Hati-hati, ekspektasi jangan di telan Kecewa sudah jadi teman Kamu yang cepat? Aku yang lambat? Waktu hanyalah konsep yang di ciptakan Seperti juga rasa; hanya konsep Aku tau Aku udah siap Se-siap bulan menggantikan matahari Saat waktunya malam mengganti Gimana, ya?

Three Magic Words

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Dear You, Sorry , if I'm so messed up and have lots of issues Sorry , if it's hard for me to show all my cards on the table Sorry , if I get scared all the time Sorry , if I'm not an easy person to deal with If somehow in the days to come, you ever feel less than what you feel right now; to me; us Please , don't keep it to yourself and find other ways to cover that hole If you have something that don't like about me Please , talk to me about it Despite the consequences of the talk; good or bad Things unsaid will make a time bomb which will explode at no time Thank you for making me happy in a way I haven't felt for quite a long time Thank you for seeing and accepting me for who I am Despite of all my plenteous flaws Thank you for being the place of me being vulnerable You are every hope I've ever had in human form

Kintsugi

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Japanese method for repairing broken pottery with GOLD Repairing things people disguise to and change it to something that is even more beautiful You, Bring the gold as you smile and simply for being exist, again with your silly little jokes repairing things I disguise to and change it to something that is even more beautiful You, With all the pain world has given you Somehow managed to make GOLD our of it and resuscitate these butterflies repairing things I disguise to and change it to something that is even more beautiful When people say what is broken will forever stay broken, tell them this story.

Weird Decease and the End of the World - Weird Dream III

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I just had a really weird dream.. (aren't they all?) Jadi, long story short gue habis ngomongin one of my ex in senior high school to my friend saat di kantor Mungkin jadi kepikiran kali ya, so here it is! Jadi pokoknya tiba-tiba tuh gue udah lari-lari gitu, dikejar hal yang gue kira alien lewating gedung-gedung gitu. dan gue sempet kayak nge- glimpse orang masuk ke satu gedung yang gue rasa sangat aneh cara masuknya Ujung-ujungnya tiba-tiba gue sampe kantor, terus gue ngantor (?) pas pulang kantor gue naik shuttle kantor dan tiba-tiba lewating gedung aneh itu Yaudah dong gue turun disitu, gatau kenapa, rasanya penasaran aja sama gedung itu Terus pas udah turun, gue ngikutin orang yang kemarin masu kke gedung itu Tapi cara masuknya aneh, bukan dari pintu. Gedung itu tuh kayak di tutupin kardus gitu di sekeliling nya dan cara masuknya tuh kayak dari sela-sela kardusnya gitu.. Pasas gue masuk, di dalemnya tuh malah kayak rumah, di sekat sekat gitu ada ruang-ruang d

Repeat!

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- -  "I'm done."  -  nol  -  over it  - - smell perfume breaks a little - -  REPEAT  - - #NowPlaying You and Me - Honne breaks a little - -  REPEAT  - - Pop up in the corner of the screen the stupid game of ours breaks a little - -  REPEAT  - - Love? breaks a little - -  REPEAT  - - "Hey!" breaks a little - -  REPEAT  - - olaf! breaks a little - -  REPEAT  - - shattered into pieces hoping that someday...

Serial Killer - Weird Dream 2

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Heyyyoo, So, gue kemarin malem habis mimpi random lagi. Yang kata orang biasanya mimpi gitu kalau habis nonton film horror, padahal enggak. Gue sebelum tidur bener-bener gak nonton apa-apa, gue kemarin malem lembur Di kosan sih lemburnya, cuman ya, tetep sampe jam 10 juga buka laptop kantor *sigh Oke, Jadi mimpi nya di mulai dengan gue ngontrak rumah gitu di perumahan jarak antara rumahnya ga terlalu jauh dan ga terlalu deket gitu. Terus, pokoknya gue tuh kayak curiga gitu sama tetangga depan, IDK why Terus yang gue inget, tiba-tiba ada kayak cowok yang lagi dateng bertamu gitu di tetangga depan, tapi dia ngeliatin ke rumah gue terus. Dan gue udah takut kan, kalau dia mau nyulik atau bunuh gue Terus tiba-tiba, somehow someway gue ada pikiran untuk ngejebak dia buat masuk ke perangkap yang gue buat di depan pintu rumah tetangga depan Gue ga inget persis gimana cara gue ngejebak nya Pokoknya dia udah kayak ke cover plastik gitu, terus gue tusuk pake pisau *ini gue dapet

Almost

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Powerful word When you are so close You can see the tip of their nose On the edge of the cliff The line in between The beginning and the end Flashing like a light You and I, almost Yet almost is never enough It will never be enough You and I Never enough.